What I would give to sit beside you on a bench and watch the waves crash.
I'm sorry I chose to live so far away from you, because it meant missing out on every day stuff like being able to pop around for a cup of coffee or doing our grocery shopping together...
What I would give to do those boring, every day things with you now.
I'm sorry I didn't start trying to have a baby sooner, so you could have met at least one of your grandchildren...
What I would give to see you holding him ~ playing with him ~ looking at him...
I'm sorry I couldn't get you into a warm bubble bath one more time like you so badly wanted.
What I would give to sit beside the bath and chat to you like we used to...
I'm sorry I wasn't there to stop that nurse from hurting you.
What I would give to be able to erase that day from your life completely.
I'm sorry I couldn't take away all the pills, pipes and needles that you hated so much...
What I would give to have had you pain-free and at your happiest in those last few days.
I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
What I would give just to hear your voice and feel your arms around me today.
What I would give...
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